and here comes another one…
I am not sure where to begin…for I just found myself n the same spot where I was in more than a year ago when I was still grieving.
Tears well up but I’m just too stubborn to let them go…
A heart shouting from pain is still a heart drenched in blood.
Where could I have gone wrong to face the same misery.
Still the same words…still the same feelings…
Its hard to be lost in a damp cold world.
Yet its a thousand times worse to be lost within yourself.
For I could pretend no more…and I could feign no longer.
These tears betrayed me as my smile fades.
For when I looked back I saw the same alley.
Dark and cold, I frustratedly set forward.
