Archive for March, 2008

Estoy sangrando

Wednesday, March 19th, 2008
usted está rompiendo mi corazón
you made me trust you
pero ahora parece todo era una mentira
should have used my head more
para ahora mí estoy haciendo frente a una pared de la confusión

the lies and the arguments all make me sick

tan apenas satisfaga la mentira de la parada

so that the bleeding will stop

de modo que no lastime no más
so that what we’ve built will not fall into ashes
y de modo que guarde una memoria mejor de usted.

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you are breaking my heart
usted me hizo confianza usted
but now it looks like everything was a lie
si utiliza mi dirigieron más

for now I am facing a wall of confusion

las mentiras y las discusiones toda la marca yo enfermo

so just stop lying

la sangría parará tan

so that I’ll stop feeling hurt

de modo que qué hemos construido no caiga en las cenizas

so that I could still keep a better memory of you

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ÜÜÜ

Saturday, March 15th, 2008

love love brandon. haha enjoyed watching them last Sunday. If it only were possible to catch their every gig. (sighs) ;p

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Watched 300 yesterday in vcd. I misjudged it before as some screwed-up film but I reverse my stand. Though it is really different because it’s 3D, the content was substantial.

"Only the hard and the strong remains. Only the hard. Only the strong."

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Feels like its time to move forward. Should bid farewell now before everything goes astray. Thanks for the learnings and the laughter. It was a great jumpstarter with you guys around. :)

But hey, it shouldn’t sound like everything’s final here.

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I am down broke. Hahaha! But still I’ll just continue as planned. Didn’t receive anything from last payday to cover my two-week leave. Oh well.

I feel emancipated. I’ll just keep my fingers crossed and wish for the best. Feels so alive to live at the edge. No certainty. No assurance. No consolations. Just a bright-eyed girl with her chin up wallowing across jaded prairies. Ü

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Plethora of choices obscures one’s vision. Over thinking deters decision-making.

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