waves of axioms
First day or work after the Christmas "break"… And its raining…
Feels to sleepy to go to work wherein all day long I’ll stare at the monitor and luckily get some admin works to do. Not that I’m complaining, I could actually make use of this to rest from months of hitting several deployments for recruitment. I just thought that we’re all forced to be here, using company resources of course, yet deep inside most of us want us to stay with our dear loved-ones. Yuletide season is still around and for some reason, influences some people to think of things the will usually avoid to think.
This morning, again with those thoughts. Just realized that I’ve already been here for 4 months. Quite short but feels like I’ve been here longer. Must have been the Saturdays. In any case, conflict of interests dwells within. It’s so hard to decide when you’re really left with nothing. I’m praying for divine intervention. If not today, mayber tomorrow.
Again I’m trying to convince myself that it’s just the holiday season causing these thoughts to resurface.. ‘Cause there is still 2 months to go. 2 months of hitting the floor and banging my head on the wall. 2 months of the never-ending patinteros. Hmmmm…
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Sometimes everbody seems to be speaking in a foreign language or something. It feels so ill to be in such a crossroad. There are avenues waiting but I’m not equipped. Or I may just seem to think so. Need I be cautious or should I just take the risk?
And sometimes, I just want to have things that are a little out of my league. Its an irony that even in our dreams, status-quo could still influence us. Its inescapable. Its forever lurking.
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The world sometimes makes me want to scream. Scream in terror and angst. Scream because its so unfair and oppressive.
But I don’t have to do that because when I hit the sack, I need only one reason to continue.
No matter how flustered or troubled I may feel..
No matter how confusing the world gets or how crazy others appear. I only need one reason to stand-up and get back on track. Ü
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***an axiom refers to a sentence or proposition that is not proved or demonstrated and is considered as self-evident or as an initial necessary consensus for a theory building or acceptation. Therefore, it is taken for granted as true, and serves as a starting point for deducing and inferencing other (theory dependent) truths.
Reference: http://www.reference.com/browse/wiki/Axiom
