floating adrift

I felt loved…i felt desired.
But in the end, I was left hanging…(again)
I want to end this cycle…
With somebody whose love for me will never waver…
Somebody who will treasure every moment with me’
Somebody who will give meaning to every breath,
    to every dream and everything I live for…
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Once again, I feel that stinging sensation in my throat…
I tried to clear it up but to no avail…
Its a bizarre twist of fate that we switched positions…
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Looks like I am in need of a serotonin shot.
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When I was finally ready, You shut me out.
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I am procrastinating.
Hoping against hope that everything will go my way.
The days are not enough to do everything at once.
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"When I am with you, everything seems better.
My days are rosier…my life more meaningful."

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Rebounds backfire. Beware.

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