janini’s lair

Merry Christmas! Merry Merry Christmas!

yep..its been a while since I last listened to this song by LP…

I’ve been showered by blessings (its about time…after weeks of ordeal over bundles of days gone wrong) and I am thankful for them. I am.

Although its been lacking one single ingredient…Ive been to bummerlandia and I’ve (again) underestimated the time it will take me to do everything…

God forbids but I fear I will spend Christmas day nosediving to alot of paper works…

When its just months before your ‘grad’ (feeling gagraduate)..its really agonizing to work on these things when everybody else is rejoicing.

I spent days on parties, ‘my other stuffs’, and ofcourse fulfilling my duty as a professional bum…that ryt now I am just intoxicated and obverwhelmed about the pile of work I left undone! 0_o

nausea coming over me…

Dear God…

I wish Santa would send me a complete thesis tonight…

Hark..dream on…

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I thought I would miss you debilitatingly…I guess I’m wrong…

Our days are numbered…Im seeing the end of the tunnel..

I do not want to regret on anything. Please help me not to.

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Kakainggit mga nakakumpkleto ng simbang gabi…  0_o

Niweiz…gotta do a last minute shopping now…

Ciao!

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Ang bagal mag-attach ng Yahoo. Arrghh!

happy Holidays sa iyo…

Last last week was like hell!

Last week was like being in purgatory.

Darn it.

Andami ko pang nais sabihin. Limited lang ung time! Xit.

naiinis ako ngayon…ay mali…correction pala…wrath na ata ito at pity for that b**ch who confronted ne…or almost confronted me yesterday.

ex/gf xa ng isang nangungulit sa akin. bitter at insecure ang psycho na ito. hindi na nakuntento sa paglapit at pang-aaway sa akin, binobombard pa ako ng kung anu-anong kalokohan sa text.

for cying out loud! iyong iyo na yang bf mong g*go! loser, a filthy shit of a Neanderthal scum!

Nag-philo ka ba? hindi mo ata alam ang sukatan ng courage at cowardice. Mukha ka pa ngang 48 years ng um iiyak kahapon e. I could have symphatized with you if you didn’t treat me like that.

How pathethic of you to pretend that you are that a**hole! How unbecoming to send messages like that…it all reverts back to you alam mo ba un?

Hindi porket hindi ako nagrereply through text e natatakot ako sa iyo. Ikaw pa nga ang dapat matakot e…I could sue you if I wanted to…pwede din kitang patambangan…harharhar… Grrr!

Just move on girl! Saung-sau na yang rotten guy na yan. Hindi mo lang alam e ipinaglandakan na sa akin ng f*ckwit na yan kung ano mga pinagsaluhan ninyo. I think that you should think again if this is the kind of person you wanna fight for and end-up with. Masyado syang fickle, rotten ant imbecile para maintindihan ang words na ‘fidelity’, ‘honesty’ at ‘responsibility’.

Kung anu-anong ka-cheapan cguro ang itinuturo sa kanya ng frat nila kaya hindi niya alam ang tamang pag-treat sa mga babae. Move-on and wake-up before its too late! Don’t let someone like him delude you. Kung anu-anong kasinungalingan siguro ang sinabi nya sa iyo about me e xa naman ang lumalapit!

Marami pang mas bigger issues than him, me and you in this world, don’t waste your precious hours confronting the girls na kinalolokohan nya! Don’t allow him to be the center of your world. You texted me that b*tches go to hell?! Well guess what, you are already d*mned in hell with him. Go and save yourself before its all too late.

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disclaimer: hindi taga-peyups ang babaeng ito. ni hindi ko nga xa kilala. Just some insecure hag. Alam kong hindi niya to mababasa but venting your wrath towards a passive computer is worth a shot. Its way to better than fight and go low with them.

I felt loved…i felt desired.
But in the end, I was left hanging…(again)
I want to end this cycle…
With somebody whose love for me will never waver…
Somebody who will treasure every moment with me’
Somebody who will give meaning to every breath,
    to every dream and everything I live for…
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Once again, I feel that stinging sensation in my throat…
I tried to clear it up but to no avail…
Its a bizarre twist of fate that we switched positions…
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Looks like I am in need of a serotonin shot.
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When I was finally ready, You shut me out.
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I am procrastinating.
Hoping against hope that everything will go my way.
The days are not enough to do everything at once.
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"When I am with you, everything seems better.
My days are rosier…my life more meaningful."

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Rebounds backfire. Beware.