poisonous waters
wahahaha! ansaia kahapon me nang-away sa akin thru text. asawa daw nung ex-suitor koh. nakaka praning sa simula kasi mejo madami syang sinasabi at nangamba akong kailangan ko pang bumili ng bagong simcard e wala na akong pera for that. in the end tumigil din naman xa.harhar
sinungaling ung ex-suitor ko na un.dati nawalan ako ng gana upon knowing na me anak na, pewo ang sabi e di sila nagsasama nung girl..haiii….buti na lang di ako nagsabi ng totoo dun sa kanya…hahaha…false identity as in.
it was a new experience and I made it clear to her that I have no interest whatsoever with her dear ‘husband’. sabi nya din hindi sila kasal and I care no more. HUH! nakakabigla lang to be placed in a situation na ‘home wrecker’ ka sa paningin nya. hahahaha
nung una hindi ko pa nirereplyan, pero nung sinabi nyang: "o ano miss, bat hindi ka na makareply? …. blah blah blah…ako ang panalo..hahaha" aba e nireplyan ko nga ng: "Yey! Astg! Panalo ka!". hahahaha bangag din ang nakatagpo niya e.harharhar
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"I feel a materialistic and shallow urge to stop this..cant tell u the reasons for they are really shallow…u dont deserve somebody like me…I dont think I deserve somebody as selfless like you either…this isn’t going to work…this isn’t gonna last…I don’t know how to minimize the damage I will cause…Just want to be honest with you…indeed, love is not enough."
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Hunting and gathering stage lagi ang drama ng food supply sa bahay namin lately and its making me sick…lahue walang fud…di mo na ma-feel na pamilya ang kasama sa bahay.,..full of negative energy ang paligid at lagi ka pa sinisisi ng lahat. Ni hindi nila ma-appreciate ang megalicious effort mo.hindi rin sapat na maging passive ka at tahimik para tumigil sila and contemplate.everybody’s just f***ing self-centered so absorbed within their own worlds na para mailabas ang pent-up feelings e ibabash at i-annihilate ang bawat miyembro emotionally.na kahit ayaw mong manumbat e mapipilitan ka para maipamukha sa kanila na essential member ka ng ‘band’
cant breathe any longer. wish I could pop the essential resources out of thin air to get out of this wrecked hole.
idagdag pa ang megaton na gastusin sa aking thesis at enrollment. gawrk!
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stressful situations, Im in. (Yoda mode)
