my bleak solitude
Your words are not enough…
I’m left hanging at the edge of this cliff…
I pushed further and further but when I looked beside me,
I saw that you stopped midway…
No amount of promises could cure this torment
It’s best to part ways, for our irreconcilable differences
are causing the wounds to gnaw deeper.
Let’s stop and see what has gone wrong
I want you to realize my worth…
For I am not your sacrificial lamb…
I am worth more than you fleeting attention.
I am not someone you just fit into your ‘to-do’ list.
I’m not gonna be someone you turn to when you
don’t have anything else to do…
It pains me to see that you depart from me.
It breaks my heart to realize that I am the last among your priorities
Heaven’s raining on me but the water
can no longer wash away my sorrows.
My tears hath not up well and it just scathe me more.
I’m bleeding on the inside, it’s tearing me apart.
I’m faltering but you’re not there to catch me…
You see me falling but you end up blaming
I need you to care.
I need to feel the warmth of your embrace.
I long to see the love in your eyes.
Help me here my dear…I’m in turmoil and I’m confused.
What has gone wrong between us…
For I just can’t put my finger on it…
You let me ride on this snowball…now I’m alone and
it’s taking me adrift…
Amidst the placid anonymity of my austere sorrows,
I wallow in the waters of my bleak solitude.
This abysmal curse is plaguing my solace—I see
my gradually squandering refuge atop our
shaky foundations.
I am taken too far to go back.
I look forward but you’re not there..nobody’s there to hold me.
My crying spells are knocking…nights of endless mourning are nearing.
In this cyclical twist of fate, I stumble and I fall…
