janini’s lair

Was it yesterday when they fought over this matter? yes it was indeed. I just feel like my father has gone over board with this matter; for one he exaggerated the fact that he encountered a crazy guy about to throw a rock because some children provoked him–in connection with our lives my father believes that this crazy fellow could have killed him and that he experienced no such incident in our former dorm. What really got to my nerve was that he implicitly declared that he doesn’t care whatever happens to me as long as he’s able to go back to his beloved dorm. He shouted and threw vulgar words to my mother and to me that for a while I thought that if he would have not been my father I would really be upset with him to the point that I would commit an adverse action to him.

Its just that why are there some people who can’t accept their own faults or atleast be man enough to take some responsibility for the events that they dislike? or why is it that there are women who are incapable of standing for their own point thereby blaming their daughters? Is it human nature to transfer the negative emotions they feel externally (i.e. by blaming)?

I am so pissed with these events yet I know it would be very impolite and unbecoming to flee from my woes again…

I know you don’t care, but anyway I’ll rant the hell I want because this is the only way I know to free myself from all these bottled-up negative emotions I feel.

Its just that I really wish things would have been different…or atleast that people could have had the right of choosing certain things before they were born…