opo martyrdom moment n nmn… although kanina pa akoh kinakati here sa G-Rose, tinatapos ko pa rin ang proj ng kapatid ko. Pang-2 na toh, taos na ung kahapon, this time kasi for her math subject naman… huhuhu
ang dami ko ng scars dahil sa mga kitten na yan!!! huhuhu
hay naku! ginagawa ko ksi ung project ng kapatid ko pati ng classmate nya! d na tlg ako natuto! akalain mo bumalik n nmn ako sa hubsite kanina tapos aun tuloi nasayang lang time, money and effort koh!!! wala talga clang kwenta dapat for koreans na lang yung shop na yun kasi they are not pinoy-friendly. biro mo ung words dun sa open office nila korean din plus ang weird pa nung place d xa conducive for typing or doing reports.. kung ganun e di b dapat for net purposes na lang cla!?
halleeerrr!
vote franzen! (PBB)
ang kati2 sa hauz kaya ayaw ko umuwi… pano naghasik ng kuto attack ung mga kuting ng pusa namin.. and even though kaya na nila mabuhay without their mom ayaw pa rin sila itapon ng nay nila! ang mas nakakaasar pa nito nagiiwan ng unforgivable-unsightly scars ung mga kati! ilang beses na nga akong nagbreak down dahil sa kanila. Call me mababaw pero ang hindi ka makatulog dahil sa mga insect bites na yan?! its too much!!!
kung pwede lang d na ko uuwi sa bahay namin! kahit sinong hingan ko ng tulong dun walang nagpe-pay attention! GGGGGRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!
one more thing, d ako pinayagan nung sat sumama sa mga friendships and then hindi natuloi ung lakad namin nung sun… twice!!! bad trip talaga! sem break na pero ang dami pa ring pasaway!!!
hel ppol! dorm!!!!
the inevitable happened! my file in the yahoo briefcase as well as those on my email add were all affected, somehow they were not formatted to the pc workstation I am currently using…
I am so pissed because I was just supposed to use thic pc 4 several minutes but because of that I have to use this longer…turns out my files were affected! fuck!!!!
this is my research proposal pa nmn! bakit ganon!!!!
ang lupit ng buhay!!!!
today pa nmn yung deadline tapos meaning nasayang lang yung mga ginawa ko nung mon! waste of money, waste of labor!
do not go ointo hubsite dasma! I warn you! wala silang microsoft word at iba ang program kaya siguro nagakaganito!!!!!
I hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!
josko! bakit ba halos lahat na ata ng alam kong computer shops e wala ng Microsoft word! kaasar! marami silang buhay na sinisira dahil dito! I spent 50 pesos for nothing last time dahil sa kawalan ng silbi ng open office chorva! grabe talaga…
and one more thing I have to edit this stuff pa kc now xa ipps (psych 162) pero finals namin today sa psych 171 at d pa ko tapos magreview! grabe na to d nmn ako nagwaste ng tym this weekend pero bakit ganun kappos tlg ang time, or maybe ang hina magprocess ng brain ko kaya ang tagal ko mgbasa ng isang hand out…? is it? haaay…
sana makahanap kami ng dorm na appropriate for us…
Im so weird…I guess its just human nature to feel a little off about not being able to fulfill your dreams.
Okay okay… its really very shallow… I felt really sad
[for one their families allowed them to, (2) they have the resources and three because they were so good... ]
Why is it that when you want something others seem to get it?! Its so frustrating to see other people getting what they want and then when you contemplate and remember how you’ve done your best but you were just not able to attain it!? I guess your best is just not good enough… huh?
At first, I have had doubts about posting this .. but hey… I believ in letting it all go, so…
Maybe I am insecure or that I feel really bitter but hey this is how I feel and no matter how you disagree with this but this is who I am, maybe I’m just braver than the others who do not want to admit their weaknessess like this one. Or maybe I am such a chicken for even posting this, well it just depends on what perspective you use.
Well just remenber that this is my right, that as a human being I am bound to be imperfect…
wuhu… 
kaasar nayahoo to ah! palaginalangnageexpire ungloginreg koh!!!
Pero mas kaasar kasi ang hirap nung finals namin kanina sa BS 155! Grabebigyan ka nmn bang 10 clinical casetaposbibigyan mo unng differential diagnosi kaloka talaga! okay fineIadmitdako nag aral mabuti kasi kahapon ng haponnako nagstart magreview buthey inumaga na ko sa kakareview! 5hours nga lang tulog ko noh! tapos ganun pa!
HAAAY naku! tapossobrang naghibernatelanglangfo ako nung tueand then by Wed nilinisko lang room koh, ohmy golly talaga procrastinated too much I lost sight of my work load! atxempred pa nagwowork tong space bar ng pc na toh!
kungcnuman poh ang may mabuting loob jan na maykarunungansamga techi stuffs particularly sa pc bka po pwdkitang makausap. may ikokonsult lanfg! badtrip tong araw na to kasi iniwan ako ngmga friendly friends. bigla clang nangawala!
haaay buhay! kung bakit ako nanghihinayang today is because I know I did not give my best dun sa critical analysis ko sa D.I.D. (dissociative identity disorder) nakakalungkot kasi pagod ako nung Thurs so d ko xa nagawa, then nung fri gabi na ko umuwi hoping na magagawa ko sa oiver the weekend ksi nga mon pa ung deadlines, and then the inevitable happened… namasyal kami nung sat, tapos kahapon late na ko ngstart…kaasar kasi kahit natapos ko ung basahin ung mga materials d pa rin sapat ung time kanina to suffice for what I lack… peste pa yung cyber nook sa UP-M. pasaway yung S.A. biro nyo nag-out na ko e hindi pa ako nilalog out sa main pc!!! tapos gudlak talaga dahil yung font mas marunong pa sa akin and then pait yung spacing mas marunong pa! inaamin ko may mga kicapi paste ako pero may citations naman eng kaso dahil sa kagandahan nga ng mga pc at printers aun! tigbak c buhay! nakaslant ang aking paper! musta talaga! 30 mins b4 the deadline ko na xa napasa kaya pati bibliography nakalimutan ko tapos ang dami kong tinitxt para iconsult ung nangyari walang ngrereply! akala nyo jan! kaya lang nmn ako nagtyaga sa cyber nook kasi puno ung alva kanina! e Ive got no more time to waste na talag! dapat ko ng karirin ung mga examsd kundi musta nmn sa grades ko sa BS 155!
so help me God…
