janini’s lair

Minsan lang to kaya walang kokontra, Im not at ease about disclosing my feelings (about love life ha) in public e mejo nakakaasiwa… kung mga ibang bagay lang yan ok lng, anyway I dont think ganun n kabigat yung issue at hand. Its just that an hour ago reality has finally hit me, I tired to deny it but I just couldn’t hide it.

hala akalain mo nung una napaka frequent ng mga dreams ko na kasama siya (I will not go into details na lang para my air of mystery)

Tapos biglang bigla gusto ko lagi pag nanjan siya, and then kanikanina lang nagbrighten ang otherwise sullen mood ko(due to the katoxican of the planet).

And y o y!!!, tumutugtog na nmn ang especially for u ng MYMP, wag po! Its the 3rd time ng marinig ko yan! Kanina pa nga hina hum ko yan tapos na LSS ata (last song syndrome) aun kinanta nya, tigilan nyo po ako. This cant be a sign I must regain control of myself again. I am at the losing end because ther’ll be no future 4 us!!!!

As in wala tlg dahil may iba ng apple of the eye ang nilalang na ito, at kabatian ko rin xa. Phamak tlg, pero bat ganun parang kahit san naririnig ko boses nya (bk hallucinogens lang) and dahil isa akong napaka transparent at gullible na nilalang kahit na ayoko, it shows, na happy ako kahit na ilang moments lang un…

Ayoko, ano bang effective ng pang renda sa sarili??

Ayoko kc tlg nung ako ung may gusto tapos yung gusto ko either wala lang ako sa kanila or my iba ng gusto e.

S.O.S.!!!!!

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